misery...

i am soo distressed...
i am soo depressed...
i am soo destroyed...
i am soo degraded...
i am soo disliked...
i am soo damaged...
i am soo dying...
[[ DEATH ]]

haf you guys ever finish reading about wad the hell i am going to write...i believe no...fine...want to read...READ...all writen here is truth and i think you are soo gonna agree...today was the day to see the true self of everyone...or perhaps i should haf said i could see the true self long time ago...HAH...i juz found out that i can bring people sickness...hmm...better stay away...later they die and it is my fucking fault...yeah...lembek then say lah...dun anyhow blame others...you act that you're sick..cough* cough*...wah lah...thts soo fucking easy...wanna act act better...oh yah...if you wanna tok bad abt others...make sure onli YOUR FUCKING gang noe abt it...if outsiders heard it...haiz...sad case...and better still...if you scared others will get angry wif you over some stuff..first you have to keep your attitude problem to yourself...and if you wanna ask others for smth...have a better way of asking...and if you wish to make a so-called apology...which i dun think it is...then during that whole fucking dae...dun show anyone ur bloody helluva attitude face...i hate to see that...and if you cant change...i haf no choice...and who cares i not your fren... juz the person to blame for you being sick...or perhaps your whole FUCKING gang sick...okae...other than this...some other ppl oso haf two sided ways of speakin...first they sae they would rather you tok to the other person than to tok to her...then later...the sentence change to wadda fuck...you ccb...make me be loner...erpz...how can i forget...you guys cant be loners...onli combined or perhaps stupid ppl can be loners...how can i forget this shit...its true tht others will look down on you if you stupid...or perhaps they are much more cleverer than you...haiz...better dun list anymore...later kena bad mouthing...at your back...haiz...

high IQ, low EQ...wads the use...hai....